Raw LLM Responses

Yeah, i don't think ai is gonna save the world, but like the super hostile toxicity and just even experiences trying to order from a artist and seeing "Don't just use ai, support a artist for the superior humn experience" -> "I D@#!!@# HATE YOU!@# I WANT TO #@!#!@ PEOPLE!" -> feels unsafe + also allegations of scams + "artist" attempted to price jack a 30$ commission up to 250$ for a 100$ budget project then flamed my character, said they looked stupid, hated it, and wanted the money, and would ban me from their discord server if i looked at someone else who drew in a style i liked better for 50$ vs 30$ -> 250$ while their fridge was broken. I used to order a bit and also hand draw a bit. Hand drawing is relaxing, you can do it while scaping, watching a movie or youtube. Downloading Krita/clip studio and drawing and playing with brushes and ai is still fun, it's like playing with modeling clay vs paint. But there's so much anti ai rabidity and even within "support a artist" it turns out there was like a hidden third stage. "Support a human artist" -> (person looks at other better and cheaper human artists) -> "NO! WHEN I SAY.. HUMAN ARTIST. I MEANT ME, YOU LIL SH!" -> "we are B OTH UNEMPLOYED AND TRYING TO PAY RENT/FRIDGE" -> PAY FOR MY LIFE, NOT THEIRS! -> DO WHAT I SAY OR I'LL BAN YOU BITCH! Then they got in a cat fight and i just got the hell out of there. I just don't feel comfortable. it's liek walking into a sketchy alley where the person preemptively talks about wanting to kill toddlers. Some of the vocal anti ai seem seriously demented, even if they seem like rather flingable spaghetti armed wheelchair bound trainwrecks of a life. I mean look at the guy, super vocal movement. but these people's arm widths are like 1/4th the size of mine. THey target kids and hide behind a screen. I used to love the arts when it was wholesome and for public appearances with the insanity, keeping irl anon might be good. But it's like once enjoying the experience home cooking a meal or maybe say, art as a home cooked cake, red velvet, blueberry strawberry whipped cream. And even though Costco had a 15.99$ delicious cheesecake topped vannila cake, it wasn't about the money but having a good time as kids, trading birthday cake and having a party. I'm not saying ai is good for employment as a adult. But as a consumer, it's like going from hand baked with loves cake to hand spit in, with hate, cakes, that are worse made, but when once customized were just thrown into the lines for 160$, for maybe better fine details like teeth and nails if you have 100-1000$. And hte person wishing to hurt your children. Demented is a understatement. I already drew art, i'd rather look at that, and i did try to spend years. They just hung out a few weeks before trying to threaten people for money unprompted. It's not about ai this or that. It's that if you look up the symptoms of NPD / Borderline BPD. You see. "Those with NPD/BPD frequently have illusions or delusions of Grandeur, constantly run into problems, abuse spouses emotionally or physically. They often struggle to hold employment or long term friendships, fighting high and low. They may quit a good job, or make rash and impulsive decisions, valuing short term impulses over long term stability. They may also bait codependents in with stories of 'needing a savior/hero', to 'save them', pay all their bills, but as people try, they often simply get ran over/depleted/exhausted, then they move onto the next." Art was fun, sure, 10 years ago. And i still encourage anyone who wants to spend 5 minutes downloading Krita / Stable diffusion to try both and stick with whatever they like. But the community is "I HOPE YOU KIDS !@#!# DIE! GIVE ME MONEY, NOW! I CAN'T MAKE RENT, I WON'T GET A JOB, THEY ARE BENEATH ME!" from "he3y! :D. want to see my chars and ocs!" "ooh, cool, that's so fun!" "i hav one too!" Some of them go from god complex on the net to working fast food / mcEntryjobs like walmarts/targets and retail. And i think it's a pretty good reality check. Going from "i am jesus, I AM A ARTIST, GIVE ME EVERYRTHING" To. "If you don't doi what i say, you'll be FIRED FOR INSUBORDINATION AND ON THE STREETS. now get out there,, and PUT STUFF ON THE SHELVES OR YOU'RE FIRED!" Nobody would choose to live in a flawed reality over a dream world. I'd still trade anything to live in Harry Potter and i understand and relate to the people just trying to make a living, and im not after them. Just the hyper toxics are like looking for a apple after you've seen one with 27 worms hiding in one, trying to have their worms jump apples. It's not that i hate apples, it's that im wary of the apples having 27 worms and being borderline psychotic and some in the need of a mental hospital or reality check at some point.