Raw LLM Responses

Oh my goodness this is so accurate. Really appreciate how the nurse responded. I had something very similar, with some nasty psychosis symptoms. Delusions and voices in my head from God telling me to kill others, threatening to kill people and threatening to kill me/send me to Hell etc. That every time something bad happened to me or other people, God was punishing me so it was all my fault and I was a terrible person. In the end I could explain the threats made at me very casually and calmly because I was used to the fear and horror, and due to my religious trauma I believed this was 100% true. Therapy, getting out of a toxic environment and medication helped me a lot thank goodness. And I never hurt anyone no matter what the voices threatened. I may have been scared but goddammit I had a conscience no matter what the voices were saying would happen to me, because I wanted to do the right thing even at the cost of my own life. I still wonder sometimes if that was actually God's voice. But I tell myself that, logically speaking, if it was, why would it have gone away after a while of doing therapy and taking antipsychotic medication? And yet, still, sometimes (as strange as this may sound) I actually miss the voice a little, in a sense of like "if God is still out there and still wants to hurt me, I'd rather know what my enemy is saying than what he is not". And because, well, after sharing a voice in my head it can feel a little strange/almost lonely without it. I realise that what I am saying makes me sound very unhinged. But these things seem normal to me. My point is that, like. I really appreciate kind, compassionate professionals who have an understanding of schizophrenia/psychosis, react in an appropriate way and do not act like we are monsters. I know this is rough on people who experience it and people who have to hear about it of course.