Raw LLM Responses

ohhh this makes me MAD EXCUSE ME WHERE IS THE BLUE BLOOD I NEED TF I SUCK at drawing. I genuinely do. Yet i try i have always tried to draw better to improve. Because... Because i love art? Because i want my hands to pour out my feelings? Idk i think ppl who believe they represent theur oassions through ai images are just not passionate. Dumb fucks. I try so hard, i get so jealous of younger artists YET i keep trying!! I didnt choose the art field because i have no guarantee of being good enough to surpass others but you know, just cuz i cant i will never resort to ai! Whats the pojnt in that? I can't understand the thoight process of these dumbasses. Its funnier bcz people around me believe i draw well. Ironically i am the so called "blue blood" to them. But to achieve even this level i had to practice so hard! Be it anatomy books or art tutorials! I know im not good enough, and there is a huge wall of amazing artists to the point i can be a speck at the bottom of the ocean. But at least what i make ugly or imperfect is mine. And its ugliness shows i have more to improve. Because then i can find perfection maybe someday. Whats the fun if im perfect from the start? These ai images are just that. They look perfect. They lack the human touch. Ok i lost my thread. My point is, people who say rubbish like this dont even TRY thats why they have the audacity to think that all artists are just born with talent. They didnt work hard enough to have at least a slight pay off of improvement to know how much some of us work to get better. (TMI but this js why i loved Look Back. Not ai related but it kinda shows the "talent" and insecurities among artists lol. It kinda opened my eyes to stop being depressed about sucking at art.)