Raw LLM Responses

I know for a fact that I want to draw, but my main issue is that I am very very locked into my habits of playing video games all the time when not working, making it really hard to do something different. I may have that problem, but I know I CAN draw. Heck, during last May I decided to more or less challenge myself by drawing several OCs as merfolks for Mermay. I draw using Clip Studio Paint and I adore the use of 3d posable models. But what to know the real kicker about my objective then? I decided to make a rigged mermaid tail in Blender just so I could use it for better posing while drawing. And I basically knew nothing about Blender! I still went and spent the whole month(and lots of procrastinating) in creating and rigging two tails(a male and female tail) and I ended up using those in CSP while drawing. I would really want to draw more, but like I said, my primary issue is about breaking my habits...which is not easy for me. At least I do wanna try to draw, unlike those AI-addled fools.