Raw LLM Responses

i was recently a victim of deepfake photos a few months back. A new account started posting slightly blur ( but you could still see it) nude photos of random girls from my university on instagram. The first picture that was posted was of my batchmate. At that time, I had my profile public. That man sent me a follow. That's how I got to know about that account. As soon as i saw it, i removed him and made my account private and archieved all my posts. But he ss-ed one of my pictures, and posted it on the story threatening me that if i don't accept his demand and accept his message request, he'll post it on the account. I was so scared i couldn't react. Every one of my roommates and friends started crying after seeing all that. I had to go to the college authorities to ask them to go to the police with us ( me and the batchmate) since i study in law school and they would have connections. We went with them and filed the complaint. Everyone was so frightened. That night, he posted my picture too. And everyone saw it. It was all over college group chats. Eventually he was caught. But all the time around the investigation, me and the other girl were busy hiding that it happened from our families. I only told my brother( he is the only person i like and trust in my family) and he helped me through it. It was around the sem-ends, so we went back home. When i came back, they said that the case can get settled outside the court with compensation. so we did that, because we couldn't let our parents find out about it. NOT BECAUSE WE WEREN'T ANGRY. BUT BECAUSE WE COULDNT LET OUR PARENTS KNOW. When i was to recieve the compensatory money few days back, I was scared what i would tell my parents about why i had so much money deposited into my bank account. THAT WAS WHAT I WAS WORRIED ABOUT. Thankfully, we got the money in cash. But taking the compensation makes me feel like i only care about money and not my dignity. The person who did it was a 3yr senior of mine. But bcoz of that incident, i removed each and every male from my account except for my two friends. i couldn't trust anyone. After the culprit was found, i felt so guilty for suspecting each one of those innocent guys. But even though its been 5 months since its happened, 4 months since he was caught, and around a month since i recieved the compensation, i still don't have the courage to add back those guys. I'm still so scared. I still cry about it even though it happened so many months ago. Everytime i walk around the college and someone stares at me for long enough, i feel like they know, they know about the picture, and they are reminded of it. I'm scared that i don't know how many of the people who saw it, screenshot-ed it and kept it in their phones. I'm scared they use that deepfake photo to create more of it. I'm so scared. I have not told anyone about it, about how i have been feeling, not even to my friends. i have always been the non-expressive friend but it is costing me now. 'Cause i really want to tell someone how i'm feeling. About how i'm not okay, i'm not doing okay. But i cant bcoz i never have.