Raw LLM Responses

Blue blood? I hate people. I drew blobs and was bad at stick figures. I'm 30 been drawing since I was a child and I also have fibro im a stroke survivor with interstitial cystitis central pain syndrome lupus, central sensitization subtype of IC, hadIBS(It's better now but exists), POTS, and severe social anxiety with PNES Seizures caused by CPTSD. My symptoms flare under minor stress, too. Chronic Migraines and Chronic Fatigue Syndrome and endometriosis and arthritis. Bro I still don't draw at a 'professional level' but idc. I worked hard to get to where I am my entire life. I was not BORN with skill. Hell, I studied and did art studies regularly and still suck at hands and anatomy even with references and breaking down proper shapes. But I'm taking a BREAK from art over the year to learn some other skills. I plan to go back to it. It doesn't mean turn to ai as an excuse. Some people are born with insane talents, in fact I'd argue pewdiepie might give them that blue blood feel bc he got good at art insanely fast and i've drawn way more than him my entire life and I'm not near that level. Yes a lot of us have learning disabilities(I'm autistic and have adhd fully diagnosed) my adhd is insanely severe, my autism is masked easier and harder to tell I have it. It makes us learn slowerr but it doesnt mean we cant. Just takes it longer to get there. They just want instant gratification. I wish I could get good art art immediately too. That isn't how it works. it will never be truly theirs. It will never be real art.