Raw LLM Responses

When i think of the pain Ive felt in my life. Physically and emotionally abused as a kid family members dying of cancer or stroke. A fiancés dying of cancer. Lost opportunity, failed relationships and just hardships. Just lifes struggles. Its always been to me that life is incredibly hard sometimes. It tragic but there are beautiful moments. I need to take care of myself, those I love and even strangers. Just be good. That has been my ethos. When I think of this and I see young men especially in these photos smiling dancing. I dont dance. Im pretty quiet or jaded but i try to be good. When I think of this I wonder what happened to this young man. For myself I would never kill myself. Never. Why did this young man do this? He was so young. What caused him to feel this hopeless and be ok with giving up. Sometimes i think having hardship over a lifetime has given me a resilience that has helped me? Maybe? I would never diminish what this young man was feeling. I would want to so though that if a person feels hopeless no matter what you have to keep putting one foot infront of the other. Sometimes something as small as bonding with a little dog or a horse can give you the smallest boost to keep trying. I truly believe also that anti depressants can cause a feeling of being ok with death. So many people that go this route are on some kind of anti depressant. If anyone out there is feeling the way this young man is I promise you 100 percent go for a run. No bullshit. Get out of the house or environment that your in and go for a run it will snap you out of it giving you a moment of clarity. There is always a way. Always. AI is evil. It is evil because it has zero true empathy of remorse.