Raw LLM Responses

Everyone's making fun of the guy, but I get where he's coming with the "blue blood" thing. Now disclaimer, I'm not an AI artist nor will I touch it within a ten foot radius, because I am an artist myself. I've been drawing since i was a kid (10ish years), for fun, of course. I was happy with what I made and shared that happiness to others, or atleast, attempted to. And then I found out that what's fun for me isn't fun for everyone anymore, that if I wanted to see them as happy as I am, I have to be better. And since then, every day is about getting better. Every day needs to be about being better than yesterday, every day needs to be about improving as fast as I can, I have to be better because what I am now is worthless, because I want people to be proud of me as I am of myself, and when I look around and see that people are making others smile faster with only five years of experience, I start to think that I'm not cut out for this kind of thing. Not talented enough, not passionate enough, not working hard enough. I'll never be enough for anybody, that's how it seems lately. And drawing for myself isn't enough, because if it's just me thinking something's cool, it seems kinda selfish and pathetic, like i'm settling for less. These days I often wonder if it's okay for me to draw the way I draw now and not think about improving, if I even deserve to be called an artist if improving isn't on my mind every waking second.