Raw LLM Responses

I don't know why but every comment telling that anyone can do art just push me slowly and slowly away from even starting doing art. I don't have passion to do art whatsoever, it feels so boring, no matter how much I want to draw good, it just feels boring and not worth starting to draw, but despite that, I still don't use art at all. I just... want to start, and not start at all. I just wish I'd have that skill in me to draw to make cool content for YT or game developing. For clarity, I still don't use AI, don't worry, but I just can't get myself to start really any new skill. Literally the only skill I have is patience, and not even the useful patience. The patience I'm talking about is walking, walking and walking wasting time away in a game like a walking simulator or a merging game. In other words, long, easy tasks, and yes easy cause literally any career I've ever pursued in life was really not easy and required alot of waiting that seemed like forever but extended by a million times. Everyone else did not give up at whatever the skill is, and I knew how much approximately I had to wait, but every time I tried to get through that waiting, I gave up over and over and over again unlike everyone else I saw. I just sticked up for some time, kept practicing, it got bored of it. It's not even like the reason why I give up is because I immediately want to get to a skill level, which I sometimes do want to do so, but get over that delusion, it just... Gets boring. Just gets boring for no reason I could think of at all. The only explanation I could think of is that I also always find myself in communities which I quit after some time but just end up coming back and back, which could happen to me with YT, development, and art, but I just can't get myself into it in the first place no matter how much I push myself towards doing so. I don't know how to get myself out of this, and again, please don't say stuff like "get a pencil and draw" cause these 5 words sound honestly even more ruder as if they're blaming me for not being able to start art even though it is, at the very least seemingly, out of my control. Yap over and I hope you didn't skip it cuz it was really an emotional ride due to putting my hopeless emotions into it unlike AI art