Raw LLM Responses

even tho I am not good at drawing and struggle with REALLY ambitious ideas and wanting to be good at everything (Like I Producer Music, I draw a little, Do 3D stuff, Do video editing) I never actually felt like "I want to use AI to express my Ideas that hold me in agony" I tried out some AIs some years ago back when Music Prodcution youtube was trying to hype it for Album covers and such, But it made me feel nothing at best and terrible at worst.. and yet it never satisfied (and never WILL satisfy) the urges and ideas of any artist.. People making AI "art" sint have creativity or ideas.. they just want to go "pretty picture hehee" looking at a piece for 2 seconds and forgetting about it alltogether.. No accomplishment, No artistic ideas, no challenge.. Just meaningless colors on a dead canvas of sloppy nothingness.. WHen I Look at my art pieces.. or listen to them.. I feel pride in having made something.. Even if its not that "good".. I made it.. I took MY time and translated my weird little brain tickles into something. Actually putting in the effort, even in "effortless doodles". When I see AI "Art" I feel nothing or I feel ashamed.. ashamed for the person who made the computer do it.. they might not know it right now.. but they will be ashamed at some point.. when they are out there, just consuming slop made by an algorhythm fed over and over not just by human creation but more and more of its own "fecal matter" until it reaches the point of ultimate slop... when there is nothing to feel in media anymore.. they will yearn for the warm touch of authentic art... you can only go "Uuuh pretty picture" for so long until you crave challenge.. crave meaning.. Crave the sensible touch you feel looking at an artist honest work. If we'd live in a world, where all "creative" and "artistic" expression is done by some 1 and 0s is that even life anymore? Is it even worth living? Hoow would human kind even be able to "enjoy" something thats made feeling nothing.. where would be the Joy in enjoy? I probably lost my thread like 7 times but It jsut came over me..