Raw LLM Responses

...to be fair I can understand them. While I don't use AI art, I mostly use things like Picrew, Gacha, and just. Other mediums to make what I want. I used to be able to draw years ago but if I even try to pick up a pencil or an ipad to draw now my own brain makes it unbearable. Makes me physically unable to. Says the absolute worst things and makes me never want to try again. No level of motivation or support can stop my own brain from making me want to vomit when I look at the progress of my own art because it's just not exactly how I imagine it because I just have to be a perfectionist. ....I uh...actually wanted to be an animator when I grew up but I know now that I probably will never be. Sure, I have a shitton of creativity, I know how animation works, I have a clear picture in my mind, but my brain won't let me enjoy something. So why do it anyways? Why do something that makes me feel a tightness in my chest and the urge to just...destroy it? ....it still hurts though. So many ideas I can't fully get out in the world because as much as the aforementioned mediums help me get some of my ideas out of my brain, it just never feels like it's enough. And it honestly hurts to look back at my old art. I peaked in school and I will never be that good ever again. ...sorry for the rant, this just kinda hit close to home. I don't want sympathy, I don't want "oh you can do it if you just practice or try hard enough!". That's not going to help me. That's just gonna make me feel worse. I just want to say that I understand this person. ....On the bright side the few times I have tried to use AI for art it was never good enough sooo...I'll probably just stick with what I use for now. Because even if I don't really consider myself an 'artist', you can develop your own style with something as simple and silly as a Roblox Gacha game. (....I. I mean gacha online. Not like a gachapon game.)