Raw LLM Responses

I think the problem we live in this depressed era are those damn phones. This is what makes the world so fake, unauthentic and kinda generic, the world actually feels like one of these generic action movies on the streaming services. People playing a role, almost comic book villains in politics (Not just the us, politicians are weird almost everywhere these days) and were just watching the world like a movie, because we’re either looking at screens or watching people at work or in the street who are as lifeless like the rest. Literally the only thing that i like in life is Darts, playing a real life game with guys who share the same interest and going to tournaments actually doing something real life (Even non screen jobs feel generic because everyone around you and yourself don‘t even wanna be here, their only here to have food on the table). Going to the old school pub is really different world to be honest, mostly old dudes, but they are actually authentic talking with each other, almost no phones at all, real conversations and many playing card games together (Instead of doom scrolling on the phone). And not everyone is an alcoholic like you may think, many go there just for the interaction drinking a diet coke. Because they actually don’t care about being weird, there are weird guys there, but they’re authentic „being someone“, they don‘t act like ai bots like the 20-40 year olds. That’s not a coincidence, they’re human just like us, they just didn’t get brainwashed from social media. Because it’s not social „media“ anymore, it’s how the society became. It started with some guys trying to only show the perfect stuff on instagram and then suddenly everyone started doing that and now you’re „cringe“ when just being normal, normal is weird, trying to act like an ai bot is normal now. And our bodies are feeling that something is off, were tired and angry very quickly, but we’re not thinking it is a symptom of something, we are so used to it that we think it‘s normal to wake up tired, putting some aggression out on social media and then go to bed again. No for everyone except for the people with depression or borderline from birth it‘s a symptom of something wrong. But we can change, we just have to do something about it, and i don‘t mean going to the gym every day or building a career (Those are the things that get promoted and those are good things, but they don’t solve this problem. You will still go to bed feeling empty, even with millions on your account and having a sixpack, if you’re „social interactions“ weren’t satisfying), i mean just doing an activity with other guys, like just go play basketball on the park for example and even if you don’t find best buddies and your new passion, it feels better having done something real life rather than spending those few hours of freetime on a screen alone at home. And something can evolve with going out, i randomly stubbled upon darts in a pub in Amsterdam during holidays with actually playing pool at the beginning, my darting career started out of nowhere, but the thing is i let the out of nowhere happen, i didn’t go to that pub playing some pool with randoms i would’ve never thrown a dart. And even if i wouldn’t have got to know darts that evening, there was that cool bartender who was a really fun guy, making awesome joked every few minutes, even just that would’ve been way more fun than spending the evening on social media. To be honest even spending the evening on Netflix is better than on social media, because there you might find your new favorite show or movie, that for sure gives more joy than a random a** instagram or tik tok video. I actually have borderline since i was born (Got it genetically from my mom), so i still feel miserable on many days, but man am i happy that are multiple days a week i spend my evenings outside talking and doing activities with people, i would be so much more miserable if i wouldn’t do that and i know that because those days i‘m doing nothing are miserable. I might sound like someone with no depression at all not understanding you guys, but i do, i went through multiple suicidal phases… I‘m with you guys, i feel you and i just want everyone to get through this. And yes there are days i won‘t leave my house too, were i‘m just miserable, not even having the energy to make myself food. And those are not the days to go out on adventure, but there are hopefully some days where you could do it and then my advise is to just go out and meet some people and doing something, because then there can actually evolve something. Now i don’t have to motivate me everyday to do something, because half of the week there is a tournament i‘m already registered and then it‘s way easier to leave the house, when something is already planned