Raw LLM Responses

I might be jealous of artists, but I don't lash out on them, although I have some biais. I don't believe everyone can draw well, but I believe there are fast learners, passionate artists and high-working people which succeed in art because of that. I am none of those and have a self-hated mindset, so that's why I don't like much my art after 1 year and half and see myself going through the beginning level. I did the AI art at some point, but quit it because I didn't feel fulfil by it, like I know I have no credit generating images (but especially since most people disapprove it). I think saying artists have blue blood is ridicolous, but I can't help thinking I'm lacking something as is my visual library is worse or my muscle memories, or my thought processes etc, which makes me hard to hear eveyone can do it without cringing. I tell me at least I'm only bad towards me. Anyway, that's what I wanted to say.