Raw LLM Responses

I use chatgpt to help me do the horing work of art. Investigating (i get bored... well mostly anxious actually I actually love yo Investigate i love learning but it gives me crippling anxiety to realize how little i know and since Im so obsessive I wont write a single word in my book and yet waste 6 hours of my life investigating about the most random thing i dont even need in my book (i change my mind and delete the scene). So i ask him to answer me about random things fully knowing is lying to me, somehow, somewhere. Because then I can lie to my obssesive motherfucker brain to think I know and so I can write my literal non publishing work Im doing only to write again and make a habit while I figure out what I would actually write seriously to publish 😂. I still ask him to "pls dont lie to me" but pls guys, it will. Anyway my point is I always force him to shut up when it tries to give me "creative ideas" or get its smelly nose in my art. After all no matter how much better what it writes sounds than mine, chatgpt is not making art is copying text that makes sense to it. But I want to make art, not watch an empty soulless machine to gaslight me about making art. Its mine. As ugly, poorly and broken it is, was made by my hands, my experiences, my feelings, mine. I dont mind making some concept art with IA for some more specific stuff i cant find online to have as reference to describe as I have horrible visualization 😂 but since IA 99% makes trash rather generic trash or shit has nothing to do I want really I just simply dont use it almost at all 😂